Handmade Card

Last night, I received a Handmade Card from my Baby. It is so nice and I Love It. I did not expect her to make a card for me. I was so happy and wants to hug her but she is at home. :-( So we can only chat on the phone but things did not turn out well. We had a small argument and it destroy my happy mood. :-( Never Mind. Maybe God just want us to sleep early. So I look at the card whole night till I fall asleep. Lucky I never damage it while I'm asleep.

BTW, regarding the breakfast I made for her, I think she is surprise that I did it but I don't think she like it. :-( I have to admit that is too simple. Haizzzzz... Just have to try harder next time. If there is a next time. :P

周蕙 - 约定

I heard this song in 933 this morning and find the lyric very nice and applies to us.

周蕙
Zhou Hui (Chow Hui)
约定
Yue Ding

远处的钟声回荡在雨里
Yuan chu de zhong sheng hui dang zai yu li
我们在屋檐底下牵手听
Wo men zai wu yan di xia qian shou ting
幻想教堂里头那场婚礼
Huan xiang jiao tang li tou na chang hun li
是为祝褔我俩而举行
Shi wei zhu fu wo liang er ju xing
一路从泥泞走到了美景
Yi lu cong ni ning zou dao le mei jing
习惯在彼此眼中找勇气
Xi guan zai bi ci yan zhong zhao yong qi
累到无力总会想吻你
Lei dao wu li zong hui xiang wen ni
才能忘了情路艰辛
Cai neng wang le qing lu jian xin

你我约定难过的往事不许提
Ni wo yue ding nan guo de wang shi bu xu ti
也答应永远都不让对方担心
Ye da ying yong yuan dou bu rang dui fang dan xin
要做快乐的自己 照顾自己
Yao zuo kuai le de zi ji zhao gu zi ji
就算某天一个人孤寂
Jiu suan mou tian yi ge ren gu ji
你我约定一争吵很快要喊停
Ni wo yue ding yi zheng chao hen kuai yao han ting
也说好没有秘密彼此很透明
Ye shuo hao mei you mi mi bi ci hen tou ming
我会好好的爱你 傻傻爱你
Wo hui hao hao de ai ni sha sha ai ni
不去计较公平不公平
Bu qu ji jiao gong ping bu gong ping

Mission Accomplished

One month ago is the day we got together. this one month is not easy but I do see improvement and I hope we can keep it going till forever. Like what my Baby say, after every quarrel we become closer. :-)

I have been making her cry lately so I decided to do something special to cheer her up. I have not been working so no money to buy special gifts for her. After much thinking, I decided to fulfill 3 of her wishes.

1 - I brought a packet of her fav.gummies from minitoon when I go pick her up from work yesterday (Not so surprise)

2 - Private and Confidential Whahahahaha (Quite surprise)

3 - I thought she will be staying over my house so I went to buy some food to make breakfast for her today but in the end, she never came over cause she want to accompany her mama. Ok. I think she really miss her mama and her mama miss her too since she stay over at my house so often. In order not to waste the food, I woke up 5am this morning to prepare some sandwiches for her and took a bus down to her house to find her. I reach her place at around 7.15am but she only came down at 8.15am. She overslept and was late for work so she cannot spent more time with me. After I pass her the meal-box, she rush to flag a cab. Total time spent with her is about 5mins or less. :-( But never mind. I'm happy to see her happy. (Very surprise)

Same Old Brand New You

I went to pick my Baby up from work today and we head toward IMM for dinner. However, throughout the whole time, I don't feel my Baby by my side. She feels so different. I feel that she is distancing away from me. That's where fear kick in. I start to feel that I will lose her soon.

After dinner, we took 188 toward her house but after we alight, she don't let me send her home. I sort off force her to have a chat with with me and I found out that she is trying to change herself to suit me but I really don't like the new her. Thank God. She is finally back to herself after the chat. One of the first thing I told her after she turn back to her old self is "I Miss You". Whahahaha... So happy.

Icy Cold

I don't know what happen to my Baby but she is suddenly so cold to me. She went out with her friends last night and after that, she changed. Don't ask me who she went out with or where she went cause she don't want to tell me. :-( She say before that she don't have the habit to tell her boyfriend where she go so I don't dare to ask too much. Later she thinks that I'm a control freak.

I don't know if I got too high expectation of her. From the start I already know she is spoilt but unknowingly, after we got together, my expectation change. I told her before that I don't mind that she is spoilt but now I'm complaining. I'm such a LIAR. Haizzzz... Maybe it's because I'm been train to be independent since young so I expect others to be the same. But then again, is it that hard to hang back the towel after used and throw all rubbish into the bin?

Somehow I got a very bad feeling about what's coming my way. I think I need to have a good talk with my Baby and hope we can come to a point where both of us agreed. Somehow I find that she is not easy to talk with. She is too easily angry and don't want to talk nicely with me or she would just keep quiet. I really want to make this relationship last but how? I think I'm just not good enough for her. I can only hope and pray now.

Shopping Can Be Enjoyable

For years, I never enjoy shopping because I find it so boring. Why waste so much time and energy to spent money. I rather use the time to play game or watch anime. But over the last weekend, my mindset change already. On both Saturday and Sunday, I went shopping with my Baby. It was so fun and enjoyable. I love the time I spent shopping (or should I say the time I spent accompanying) my Baby. Too bad I have not been working for months so I'm low in cash. :-( Cannot sponsor my Baby more money to shop. But my Baby is so sweet. She wants to buy a lot of nice nice things for me. However, I know my Baby was planning to buy a lot of things for herself so I rejected almost all her offer. In the end, she bought me a very nice Green T-shirt with the word "Pure Rock" in Yellow ($22). I love it so much that I decided to wear it on the very next day. My Baby also bought herself a very nice Porter International bag worth almost $300. I feel that it's nice but I prefer another bag (By Agnes B = $380+) that we saw. That night, she spent another $200 buying clothes from a blogshop. I'm feeling amused by how girls can spend so much money on clothes. But I’m just happy to see her happy. The only disappointing thing is that I only saw my Baby tried out a few outfits only. I was hoping to see her try different outfits so I will know how she looks in it. Never mind. I think she is shy to try it for me to see. Or maybe it because she feel stress cause she scare I give comments. Seriously, I never give much comment hor. That is unless she asks me. So cannot blame me. :P Hopefully I can start work soon so I will have more money to go shopping with my Baby.

Baby, I miss you