Life is really getting boring without my job. I was clearing my handphone today when I saw a picture I took before I leave XM. It's my special LCD monitor.It is specially decorated with post-it notes from YY & Joanne.
Hahahaha... Nice right? I really miss both of them. That was the best time I had in XM. Joanne went over to Sony & YY went back to school.
Speaking of Joanne, she is one of the most hardworking person I even see. Can you believe that she can work for days without much food & rest? I remember there was once when we got MacDonald Big Breakfast and she keep saying that she is going to eat soon but guess what? Next day when I came into the office, it's still there.... Arrrgggg.... Crazy Girl...
Now that she is over at client side, life should be easier. The last time when I saw her, I ask her if she is still working so late and she answer NO. Nice but when I ask her if she is still the last person to leave the office everyday, she say YES. Haizzzz.... She is still the same... Hopefully she will take good care of her health and will not land herself in hospital again because of overworked.
I found another picture that is taken at Shaw Tower smoking area. Poor baby lizard is stuck at wall. The stupid building management remove the no smoking poster but never remove the double sided tape. It has been there for more than 2 weeks already. What an awful way to die... Poor Thing. Until now, no one remove it from there yet.
Sorry to be so negative but I really feel like putting an end to it. The only reason why I'm still around is all because of my mum. I think she will be the only person to cry if I were to leave this sad place now.
I regret leaving my job so early. Now that I'm so free, I go drinking almost everyday cause I'm feeling very lonely and fear is starting to choke me. There is a move that I want to make but I'm just too scare. Yes, I'm not a man. I'm just a coward who always run away from Facts but is there anyone out there that truly understand me?
Just now, went 72 with Tai, Kang, William, Bryan and Zephyra. I did not want to drink today but if no one drink then very paiseh lar... So we open one bottle. I drink very slowly until CARTOON APPEAR... OMG, She remember me... I tried to hide but I can't. She very stick to me so I ended up drinking quite abit with her. Die lar... Tmr going down again, hope she will not come find me... I will try to push her to Kang or Tai tmr... hahahahahaa
After that we went supper. Then I start chatting with Kang about the 2 bastards. I understand how Kang feel because we used to be so close and he treasure friendship more than anything in the world. But I don't feel that they are sorry and don't feel their sincerity at all. I ask Kang to forget it cause even if they are apology now, I might not forgive them too.
I'm very tired already. I want to sleep but Kang & Tai still chatting about Thai Songs in MSN for almost an hour already. I think Kang is addicted to Thai Songs already.
Let me end this post with Kang's ex-fav.girl @ Nana... Welcome RAIN.
Yesterday was quite an emo day for me. Maybe it's because I do not have to work and got nothing better to do so I ended up thinking about unnecessary things. I should let my imagination run wild rather than to waste time thinking about something that I don't wish to recall.
STOP THINKING. I should find something to do but WHAT? Alright, I go read up some blogs. Blogs in my Google Reader is sorted by alphabetical and so the first blog I read is "And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did". It's Miss Emo blog. Here's her post: worst day i ever had. & i cant say it here nor share it there. ps: mr Q is having fun at the club tonight,how great! yet only to realise i have noone now i can turn to and rant my problems.anyway have fun Q! enjoy the celebration lah! :)
After reading it, I do not know why but I become even more emo. I think I can understand how she feels. Many times, I really hope there is someone by side to care, love or even just to offer me a listening ear. I starting to doubt the sincerity of everyone around me. I do not know who can I really trust. Friends that I used to believe for almost 15 years turn their back against me when I needed them the most.
Miss Emo & I got many things in common which create the impulse of wanting to protect her. Worried that Miss Emo there is something serious bothering her, I decided drop her a note on msn. She replied saying that she is feeling much better now but I can sense that she is still feeling very down. The conversation become quiet because I'm too emo to think about how to cheer her up. Hopefully god will bless her and clear all the obstacle that is in her path.
I ended my day watching Michael Jackson's Memorial. While watching, I do not have much feeling. Maybe it's because I'm not a fan of MJ. However, when MJ's eldest daughter (Paris) took over the microphone, her simple few words touches my heart. Maybe it's not her words that touches me but her emotional voice tone. "Ever since I was born, Daddy has been the best father you could ever imagine. And I just wanted to say I love him so much,"
I could not sleep after that. I just could not stop thinking about my awful life. The more I think about it, the most scared I become. I really do not want to experience it again. It's a Living Hell...
Here's some words of advice from my friends in Facebook. Edi - If something doesn't feel right, then don't do it. May - If not move on..you will never know the result. Think of the bright side. Sito - Once bitten twice shy. Life still goes on ! Enjoy life to the fullest, no regret ! Joann - ...i can understand what u mean....but i guess mistakes are part of life...in which we learn n grow...keke..
Thanks Everyone... :-) I'm feeling better today.
ps: YY, must wait for me to come back then we together go buy iPhone ok?
I went home to take a quick bath bath before heading down to Game Master to meet up with the rest but I ended up chatting with Miss Emo on MSN. Die la... I'm too used to disturbing her everyday. One day don't disturb only will feel very uncomfortable. *Evil Me. I chat with her until I forget the time then Longkun keep calling me and ask me to hurry up. Somehow my fingers are glued to the keyboard and I continue chatting with Miss Emo. By the time I freed my fingers from the keyboard, I'm already 20mins late. Have to run down to the shop already.
When I reach the shop, I start joking with Uncle, Longkun, William & Byran. Zephyra who is sitting behind the counter just could not stop laughing. She laugh until her face look like a red apple... hahahaa...
When MU, Tai & Kang arrive, 6 of us squeeze into Tai's car. Damn... Stupid Longkun keep molesting me. Should kick him out of the car... hahaha... Just kidding la...
We went to Sabai Sabai to take a look first. It looks so boring on weekdays so we decided to go 72. It's my first time going to 72. The place is quite nice and cosy. We drank 2 bottles of martell. Had quite alot of fun but abit disappointed with the singers there... I don't really think they can sing. But one of the rock singer is damn cool. I totally don't understand what she is singing but she can really create the ROCK & ROLL feeling. it's so HIGH.
Kang is Baa (crazy in thai). So many young girls around he don't aim, aim the waitress auntie & the male guitarist. He is weird. Hahahahaha...
After that we went down to Nana but everyone (except Kang) is tired and drink until almost at limit already. So we went in to have a quick look before heading down to Geylang for supper.
At Geylang, Kang is still the Baa one. He keep disturbing the girls. No wonder so many girls stop him... I think he too high already. We had Dimsum there before ending our day. By the time I reach home, I already very exhausted. I took a quick bath and surf awhile of FB and Plurk before heading to bed. What a long & fun night. I need lots of rest.
Guess what? I overslept and reach the office late on my last day of work. When I reach the carpark, there is a Yellow Kia Picanto parked beside me. Taking a look into the car, I notice it's Kit Chan (陈洁仪). I'm not surprise to see her cause she work on the level below my office but I'm surprise she is driving only a Kia Picanto. I'm expecting her to drive a bigger car and since she is working in a PR Firm, I don't think she got no money (the crystal ring she is wearing looks very expensive. It's very nice, I like her ring alot). I think she is just savvy with money. Both of us took the same lift up to the office. The lift is very crowded and she is standing very close to me. Despite seeing her often around, this is the first time I had a real close look at her. She is tall and really skinny but I do not think she is pretty nor she has nice features (Sorry to all Kit Chan fans).
I never expect my last day of work to be so busy. I only manage to complete my clearence at around 7pm. ??? Shouldn't I leave on the dot on my last day??? I wish but cannot cause I'm too busy. When I'm about to leave the office, I start feeling a bit emo. Actually I wish the job but .... Haizzz... Really miss the old Tiger team. Everyday was filled with urgent request and last min changes but the team was really fun. How I wish I can go back to those day.
Tiger Team Joshua Joanne YanYan Brain Lusun - Last Woman Standing. The last of tiger team Caleb
I went for Dinner with Hui Shan & Susan and I team up with Hui Shan to bully Susan. So Fun and Funny. Seriously, I think that both of them are very Capable. Susan is holding the same position as me but she is working on a level way above me. I thought she will be promoted during the last round of promotion but sadly she did not. I hope she will be promoted soon cause I feels that she is really doing a very good job for HP account. Good Luck.
It's a story about Yoko (Shida Mirai) who is the younger sister of Makiko (Yamada Yu). Makiko is selfish and evil girl. She thinks of nothing but her own benefit. However, her evilness always brings good luck to other and soon, she become the "Ally of Justice" to peoples around her. Poor Yoko always get bullied by Makiko who order to do almost everything for her (e.g. Helping her queue for special bento, background search on guys Makiko like....).
I think the story is pretty average but thanks to Shida Mirai excellence acting which brings lots of enjoyment to the show. I love her expression when she is forced to do something. How I wish I got a imouto (younger sister) like Yoko that I can bully... Hahahaha... Evil Me.
Hahahaha... Nice right? I really miss both of them. That was the best time I had in XM. Joanne went over to Sony & YY went back to school.
I found another picture that is taken at Shaw Tower smoking area. Poor baby lizard is stuck at wall. The stupid building management remove the no smoking poster but never remove the double sided tape. It has been there for more than 2 weeks already. What an awful way to die... Poor Thing. Until now, no one remove it from there yet.
