Icy Cold

I don't know what happen to my Baby but she is suddenly so cold to me. She went out with her friends last night and after that, she changed. Don't ask me who she went out with or where she went cause she don't want to tell me. :-( She say before that she don't have the habit to tell her boyfriend where she go so I don't dare to ask too much. Later she thinks that I'm a control freak.

I don't know if I got too high expectation of her. From the start I already know she is spoilt but unknowingly, after we got together, my expectation change. I told her before that I don't mind that she is spoilt but now I'm complaining. I'm such a LIAR. Haizzzz... Maybe it's because I'm been train to be independent since young so I expect others to be the same. But then again, is it that hard to hang back the towel after used and throw all rubbish into the bin?

Somehow I got a very bad feeling about what's coming my way. I think I need to have a good talk with my Baby and hope we can come to a point where both of us agreed. Somehow I find that she is not easy to talk with. She is too easily angry and don't want to talk nicely with me or she would just keep quiet. I really want to make this relationship last but how? I think I'm just not good enough for her. I can only hope and pray now.