Reaching For The Star

“Love” is how what my heart feels for her.

“Disappointed” is how I feel about myself.

“Am I Good Enough For Her” is the question I asked myself every night.

“Will I Able To Fitted Into Her Life” is what I’ll like to ask her.

“Happiness” is the only thing I’m hoping for.

I did not expect our relationship to be smooth but I did not expect it to be this hard too. Our background, upbringing and lifestyle are just too big of a different. She seems like a Star. Shining brightly at me but too far to reach for. The pressure I’m feeling is just getting more and more intense. I’m really not sure if I can really manage it. This relationship is the hardest I’ve been through. Don’t get me wrong because I still feel that she is a nice and charming girl. However, I feel that I might not be the guy she has been longing for. Whether or not this relationship is still too early to say but I really hope that it will be a “Happy Ever After Story”.

Tribute to Patrick Swayze who pass away yesterday at the age of 57 due to cancer. I will never forget your movie (Ghost). This is one of the only romance film that I love. It is so touching that I will tears almost every time I watched it. Unable to touch her when she is right in front of you. Unable to reach out for her when she's in danger. Unable to say I LOVE YOU into her ears. The feeling is just so horrible.

I decided to post another version of Unchained Melody because I love Air Supply. But seriously, I think this version is nicer than the original.

Everything Changed

I know that it’s not right but unknowingly, I start comparing Mel with my ex-wife. Before my relationship with my ex-wife turn sour, we WERE close. All the time we spent together WAS so happy and even when we don’t meet, we will spend the night chatting and laughing over the phone. Quarrels and argument are rare. Eating sushi and visiting K-box to sing 林子祥 & 葉蒨文 - 選擇 seems to be our favorite past-time.

But things have changed. She is no longer the same girl I used to love already. Few days ago, she did something that pisses me off big time. I shall not talk about it. It will only make me feel worst. Don’t understand why we can’t just end it happily.

PS: This was her fav.song. She will sing it every time we go K-box.