Fortune Telling = Future Reading?

I had quite a funny dream about my girl and I. In my dream, she keep disturbing me and trying all ways to embarrass me (Just like in real life). Thankfully, a sms from her woke me up. Soon after I woke up, Fen called and say that she is coming over my place to find me so I ask her to accompany me for lunch.

After lunch, I went down to Far East Shopping Center with Kang and William. Kang is buying the new PS3 Slim. I'm so jealous. Being a gamer, I dreamt of owning a PS3 even before the launch of it. Now it's so cheap already. The console cost only $499. But too bad, I have not been working for quite a while already. Cash flow is running low. Sad... Have to wait again.

Guess where we went after that? Thai Embassy. OMG, They went for Thai Fortune Reading lor. Kang's one is damn good lor. Money, Relationship and even Health also good. The Fortune teller say Kang have 2 home in the future (Does that mean 1 in SG, 1 in BKK?) and he will be very rich. Thank God I'm in his good book. Kang, you are my BFF. Cannot forget me when you become rich lar. My future depend on you already. Whahahaahaha.... Actually I'm very tempted to read my fortune but I'm scare that it will not be good and I got no money already. But then again, is it real? Is it really possible to determine the future based on just some numbers? I still believe that the future is in one's hand. Just have to work hard to build your own future.

I went ahead to meet my girl for dinner. We wanted to eat at Westmall's Subway so after the meal she can go home and rest early but the Subway there only left with Vinegar topping. How can I eat without Honey Mustard? So we rush down to Bukit Panjang Plaza to eat. We reached there about 9.30pm. Lucky not yet close. Had a good time eating the delicious sandwich and chatting with my lovely, playful & naughty girl.

Girl, Thanks for entering my heart to pick up all the broken parts and piecing it back for me. You make my heart alive again. A special message coming from the deepest point of my heart, "I Love You Now & Forever".

Helping Miss Emo Get A New BF & GF

Quenvin says (12:01 PM):
*lol... too many thai friends already

.we nd y says (12:02 PM):
*hahhaahhaa
*all pretty one
*hoho

Quenvin says (12:03 PM):
*not all la... afew thai boys also...
*want me recommend some to you? lol
*or u like ladyboy?

.we nd y says (12:03 PM):
*hahahaha go and die lah QUENVIN
*hahahhaha
*i wan decent one.hahahahhaa

Quenvin says (12:04 PM):
*all those that I friend with are decent one...

Quenvin says (12:05 PM):
*ladyboy is good la... I recommend one to you la... she is very friendly one...
*or should I say he? aiyo... confuse

.we nd y says (12:05 PM):
*ASS.
*hahahahhahaa
*dun wanlah
*hahhahahahahXD

Quenvin says (12:05 PM):
*he/she got nice ass I think

.we nd y says (12:05 PM):
*single good
*GO AND DIE lah you
*hahhahahhaa
*nice ass,hahaha
*u like it right
*haahhaha

.we nd y says (12:06 PM):
*XD
*oops

Quenvin says (12:06 PM):
*:( trying to help u mah...
*scare u can't make up your mind if u like boy or girl so intro u ladyboy lor.
*1 stone kill 2 birds lar
*u got a bf and gf

.we nd y says (12:07 PM):
*HAhahhahahaa! om
*hahhaha why u say i cant make up my mind.hahahhahaha
*i pure one hor.hahahha nv anyhow mix up
*GUYS ARE GUYS
*GIRLS ARE GIRLS
*lol
*STUPID LAH YOU

Quenvin says (12:08 PM):
*izzit...
*whahahaha

.we nd y says (12:08 PM):
*lol

.we nd y says (12:09 PM):
*OF COURE LAH
*u think i wad meh.hahahhahaaa
*arghhh
*lol

Quenvin says (12:09 PM):
*I thought you can make up your mind so stay single until now... whahahahaa
*someone really want to kill me already

.we nd y says (12:10 PM):
*hahahhahaa YES

Chapter 1.9.9

After a long wait, the day finally arrived. 01/09/2009 is the day where my new life chapter starts.

Seriously, I did not see it coming. I thought she will never agree. So when she told me that she is in love with me, I was damn bloody happy. But don't know why when she agreed to be my girlfriend, I suddenly feel very scare. I'm really scare I might get hurt again. NO WAY will I want to go through the same painful shit again. However, I tell myself that since I want to be with her, I MUST trust her. Trust that she is one that will appreciate me. But then again, am I good enough for her? I think the road ahead of us will be rocky BUT I will try hard to ensure that we will make it across to the final destination. One person effort might not be enough. I hope she will work hard with me too.


I can call you Thee Rak like this, right?
And I'll only call you this, won't call anyone else by it.
I'll only have one Thee Rak.
My body, my heart, I won't share it with anyone else.
Do you know I've waited so long for this day?

What Are Girls Thinking?

How I wish I can truly understand what girls are thinking? It's just so hard to understand them and make them happy. Never treat them well, they complain but treat them too good, they take control of you. How to please them?

Lately, I been trying very hard to please a female friend of mine but no matter what I do, she don't seem to be happy. And I feel that she is not honest with her feeling. I feels that what she say and what she really want are 2 different things. Why can't she be honest? Is it because she don't trust me at all? I been very straightforward and honest with her but still can't gain her trust. What should I do?

Aiyo... Headache la... She will not unlock her heart to me. I think she really want me to just give up. :-(