02 September 2009

Chapter 1.9.9

After a long wait, the day finally arrived. 01/09/2009 is the day where my new life chapter starts.

Seriously, I did not see it coming. I thought she will never agree. So when she told me that she is in love with me, I was damn bloody happy. But don't know why when she agreed to be my girlfriend, I suddenly feel very scare. I'm really scare I might get hurt again. NO WAY will I want to go through the same painful shit again. However, I tell myself that since I want to be with her, I MUST trust her. Trust that she is one that will appreciate me. But then again, am I good enough for her? I think the road ahead of us will be rocky BUT I will try hard to ensure that we will make it across to the final destination. One person effort might not be enough. I hope she will work hard with me too.


I can call you Thee Rak like this, right?
And I'll only call you this, won't call anyone else by it.
I'll only have one
Thee Rak.
My body, my heart, I won't share it with anyone else.
Do you know I've waited so long for this day?

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