01 December 2009

A Year Since It Turn Dark

Time files & it really does. With just a blink of my eyes, more than a year has past since me and my ex-Bao Bei Lao Po quarrel. In this one year, many things changed. My life changed, my job changed, my circle of friends changed, my marital status changed, my mentality changed but did my heart change? Maybe it's like what many peoples told me, I don't need to be with her to love her.

Lately, she has been asking me for money to pay that lawyer fee. Rightfully, I do not need to pay anything because she is the one that engage the lawyer but she said that I got a part in it so I need to help her pay also. I do not buy in to this reason but at the end of the day, I still decided to help her. Am I too soft-hearted? But I really want her to be happy and continue to protect her from the sideline. But are you really happier now?

Good luck Bao Bei. I really hope you can find a guy that will treat you better than I did. Making you laugh and never cry. Letting you look forward and not backwards.

This was the song I listen when she just leave me. It make me feels so emo...

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