As expected, the path we're taking is not very smooth. The journey just started only, got a few ups and downs already. But so far, everything is still on the safe side. We are able to sit down and chat about the problem reasonably. Both of us came from different type of upbringing, background and relationship so we need to slowly fine-tuned to fit ourselves perfectly into this relationship.
Until today, I can't believe that it is real. It seem like a dream to me. If it's really a dream, please do not wake me up. I'm really happy right now. My world is not longer in black and white but filled with many wonderful colors. I'll treasure our every moment together. I hope to spent lots of time with her but I know I can't because she got her own world and circle of friends too. One of the reason why my past relationship fail is because I expect her to spent too much time with me until she feels that I'm too control-freak and she lose her freedom. So I keep telling myself not to expected too much out of this new relationship. Let it grow slowly and nicely. With enough care, soon the flower will blossom.
Now that we have each another, we are no longer lonely. I pray that all my friends around me will not be lonely too. Especially Tai and Kang. If you sure of what you want, just go all out. No harm right? Heartbreak is not guarantee yet. Maybe it will be "Happy ever after"? Never try, never know. Many peoples ask me to give up on Mel too but lucky I did not listen to anyone but my own heart. Else today I will still be a lonely person.
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