Usually the first month of dating is the honeymoon period but it seems different for us. Things are really not easy. I really trying my best already. I just want to see her happy but I failed. Not only did I not make her happier, I make her cried almost everyday. That's not what I really wants. I WANT TO SEE HER SMILE. I'm really very disappointed in myself.
Yesterday, we went Jurong Point to shop and she was carrying a big and heavy bag. The bag looks bigger than her body and so as a gentleman, I offer to help her carry but she don't want me to help me. I'm not sure if it's because I just recovered from my hand injuries. Then during dinner, she insist on paying for the meal because I have not been working for months already and my cash is running low. I feel so useless as a guy. I WANT TO START WORKING SOON. I WANT TO GIVE HER THE BEST I CAN. I WANT TO GIVE HER ALL MY HEART. I WANT TO MAKE SURE ALL MY WANTS ARE FULFILLED.
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